I am seeking, again
The restlessness shimmers
under my skin
I walk in the sun, reflective
Look at my hands- they darken
As the heat of realization
effectively
Beats every frivolity out of me
Burnt tongues and
singed fingertips
And the bare, bleached bones
Floating in the meandering Styx
-This is my day
Thus I answer my own question,
Why I seek refuge in the
Nothingnesses, the recesses of night
By dawn, I am unsettled again
The thought wanders stray,
into a vein
These tattooed bands of
radiance in the sunlight
sift
Reality drifts –
The heat hazes
My lips twitch
I shy from coherence
Consummation fades
A lone raindrop falls from the sky
Oh, all of us pagans cry
All of Us Pagans Cry
©️ Yusra
02.03.2018